LOVE? nakakasawa na pakinggan at maramdaman tuh . haist .
ewan ko ba kum bakit hinahayaan pang mainlove ang isang tao sa taong hindi naman para sa kanya . kum masasaktan lang naman siya sa bandang huli . ampupu .
alam ba nila kun ganu kahirap at kasakit masaktan ?!
hindi ko inakalang magiging part ng buhay ko tung taong tuh .
it was then my second year on college , first semester .
at first , i didn't notice this guy . parng ala lng siya saken dat tym .
hindi ko alam kum bkit isang araw , siya nlng lagi nasa isip ko . fuck !
hindi siya ung mga type ng guy na gusto ko pero ewan ko ba kum bat ko siya nagustuhan .
we're not close . i don't even know his name that time . my classmate used to call him at his funny name but not on his real name . so , nakilala ko siya dun sa funny name na un .
2nd sem , lalung lumala tung feelings na tuh . ampopots !
because of their undying teases ! what the fuck !
hindi ba nila alam na em already dying inside sa kasisiksik nila saken dun sa guy na un . i know he don't like me and he never will . that's y hindi na ko umasa una plng . but damn , how can i move on kun ganun sila lage ? they just don't know how much it hurts .
he rejected me for so many times . ganun plng , parng gusto mu na lumubog sa kinatatayuan mo . kaw ba aman ireject in front of ur friends ? an saket diba ?
his reasons :
- barkada kame
- ayaw nya "daw" ako saktan
- kahit anung pilit daw , wala tlga xang maramdaman saken
OK FiNE !
as far as i cud remember , it was my first time na aminin sa guy that i like him . sa kanya pa !
hindi ko naman cnabeng gustuhin nya rin ako .
i just told him i LiKE HiM .
i've done my part . tapos !
well , enwei . sa mga girls out there . hayaan nyung ang mga guys ang mahulog sa inyo . mahirap mahulog sa guy na hindi ka sigurado kung sasaluhin ka .
i've learned my lesson . he taught me something about love .
THE NEXT TiME i'LL FALL iN LOVE , i WANT TO FALL FOR SOMEONE WHO WiLL MAKE ME FEEL THAT LOViNG HiM iS THE GREATEST DECiSiON i EVER MADE AND NOT JUST ANOTHER MiSTAKE . Ü
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