JiCP

etung guy na tuh . he means a lot to me . mei
pagka-bad boy xa pero sweet in his own way .

babaero . taas kasi ng confidence sa sarili e .
gwapings raw siya . :) enwei , mei point naman siya . kaso lumalake ulo pag
pinupuri masyado e . :D kea better not to do it nlng . :p

he's 20 years old . living in quezon city . 5'6"
in height ? ewan ko . un an sabe nea e . :p hmmm weighing *** haha . better not
to mention it . he's CHUBBY . but not dat big . cute nga e . :)

as i sed , he's sweet . un na rin cguro nagiging
dahilan why girls admire him . dae babae nitu sa buhay . walang sawa ! feeling
gwapo e nu ? ;p

u wanna know him ? visit my facebook account and
try to search him in my hundreds of friends haha . :D if ur really desperate to
know him , go find it ! :)

well . this guy is in a realtionship now . and i
think , it's really complicated . i dunno if he loves the girl . but as wat he
is always telling me , he don't . hmmm .

honestly , he is my PAST .
do u think past relationship is worth bringing
back ?
it depends ryt ?

in our situation , parng an labo na db ? he's in
a relationship and yet nakikipagbalikan siya . em not dat 'tanga' pa aman to
accept it and become a martyr nu . hmp !

but enwei , watever happens . i assure him aman
na em always by his side . if ever he needs comfort or someone to lean on .
someone who can talk to . ^^

whatever happened on our past , wala na un .
wat's important now is the present and the future . :)

all i know is that , this guy is special . :)

finally :)

finally . i'M OVER HiM .

dat guy . da one i am obsessed with . da one i am talking about . da guy who rejected me for so many times .

YES . i'M OVER HiM .

i've realized that he does not worth the time , the attention that em giving him . i have also realized that there are lots of fish in the sea . ^^

better . much giving of attention and time . worth loving .

all i have to do is to WAiT . until he comes .
even though it's long , still it worth the wait . :)

4 months of being SiNGLE

4 months na pla kong single . ahehe . hindi ko napansin un .
enjoy kasi . but sometimes , malungkot rin lalo na pag nakakakita ako ng mga couples out there na super sweet sa isa't-isa . :)

dumaan ang valentine's day . walang ka-date kundi ang family . but it's more happier than celebrating it with ur bf/gf . tama ba ? hmmm .

minsan nakakainggit naman tlga pag may nakikita kang couples diba ?
lalu na wen most of ur friends e taken na . tpus kaw nlng ndi ? ahah . it sucks !

peu em still lucky dahil most of my friends , hmm lahat nga ata kame except one , e single . haha an saya db ? lage kame magkasundo sa galaan dahil pare-parehong walang naglilimit ng oras . walang nagsasabeng " umuwi kna . nag-aalala na ako . " but still , nakakamiss pa rin ung may nagke-care sau khit papanu .

nakakamiss marinig ung salitang " iLOVEYOU " & " iMiSSYOU ". nakakamiss magkarun ng taong kaholding hands mo pag naglalakad kau sa mall or somewhere else . nakakamiss ung may yayakap sau & then will kiss ur forehead telling u ur da most beautiful person in the whole wide world khit alam mong imposible . :)

but despite all of dat , i am happy . hindi naman kasi minamadali ang pagkakarun ng bf/gf . kusa nlng yang darating in tha most unexpected time . hindi mu mapapansin , ayan na pla . nagkabungguan na kau ! that's wat u called DESTiNY . nagsimula sa bungguan hanggang sa maging parte na siya ng buhay mo . ganyan lng ang love . unnoticed . :)

an lake na nga ng pinagbago ko e . dati , parng an lake ng kulang pag walang bf . kaya hanap agad . ahah . bata pa kasi ko dat time . hindi pa alam real meaning ng love . i changed a lot . naun , marunong na kong maghintay . thank God . :D

love takes time . alam kong may nakareserve c God na better man for me . aantayin ko nlng un . kahit matagal . * wag lang sobrang tagal , bka tumanda na kong dalaga . ahah . *

ANOTHER REJECTiON

LOVE? nakakasawa na pakinggan at maramdaman tuh . haist .

ewan ko ba kum bakit hinahayaan pang mainlove ang isang tao sa taong hindi naman para sa kanya . kum masasaktan lang naman siya sa bandang huli . ampupu .

alam ba nila kun ganu kahirap at kasakit masaktan ?!

hindi ko inakalang magiging part ng buhay ko tung taong tuh .
it was then my second year on college , first semester .

at first , i didn't notice this guy . parng ala lng siya saken dat tym .
hindi ko alam kum bkit isang araw , siya nlng lagi nasa isip ko . fuck !

hindi siya ung mga type ng guy na gusto ko pero ewan ko ba kum bat ko siya nagustuhan .
we're not close . i don't even know his name that time . my classmate used to call him at his funny name but not on his real name . so , nakilala ko siya dun sa funny name na un .

2nd sem , lalung lumala tung feelings na tuh . ampopots !

because of their undying teases ! what the fuck !

hindi ba nila alam na em already dying inside sa kasisiksik nila saken dun sa guy na un . i know he don't like me and he never will . that's y hindi na ko umasa una plng . but damn , how can i move on kun ganun sila lage ? they just don't know how much it hurts .

he rejected me for so many times . ganun plng , parng gusto mu na lumubog sa kinatatayuan mo . kaw ba aman ireject in front of ur friends ? an saket diba ?

his reasons :
- barkada kame
- ayaw nya "daw" ako saktan
- kahit anung pilit daw , wala tlga xang maramdaman saken

OK FiNE !

as far as i cud remember , it was my first time na aminin sa guy that i like him . sa kanya pa !

hindi ko naman cnabeng gustuhin nya rin ako .
i just told him i LiKE HiM .

i've done my part . tapos !

well , enwei . sa mga girls out there . hayaan nyung ang mga guys ang mahulog sa inyo . mahirap mahulog sa guy na hindi ka sigurado kung sasaluhin ka .

i've learned my lesson . he taught me something about love .

THE NEXT TiME i'LL FALL iN LOVE , i WANT TO FALL FOR SOMEONE WHO WiLL MAKE ME FEEL THAT LOViNG HiM iS THE GREATEST DECiSiON i EVER MADE AND NOT JUST ANOTHER MiSTAKE . Ü